The outline of life

When everyone was finally done interrogating me, I spent the night with my little boy friend next door neighbor. I am not sure if my sister was there or not. The only thing I remember specifically from that night was my friends mother telling someone or another that her son had told her that I had told him I said he[Fred] was going to kill my Mom. I do not remember anything else about staying there.
The next thing I remember specifically sitting in the living room of Tony and Joy Ledford's house(friend's of my father's and people that were entrusted with our care) while our Father told my sister and I that my Mother had died. I remember crying finally and being mad at my sister for sitting and coloring through the entire conversation. I didn't know at the time but I was not mad at her really but just mad. There was a lot of things to come in my life. I had a school change coming, I had a new mom coming, I had new responsibilities coming, and I had a trial coming. The little bit of a childhood I did have was long gone. Fred took my Mom, my childhood, my life and replaced it with a tape outline and a pool of blood.